Well the doctor and nurses are forcing me to trust them. Today I had a message saying that the embryos are "looking good." Why can't I know how many eggs they retrieved and how many embryos are still growing? I want more information! At least I know something is going on, and knowing wouldn't change anything, I guess. Maybe it would just give me more anxiety to know, so I'll move on. I also keep thinking that the other clinic told us everyday how the embryos were doing, and well; they sucked. So this has to be the better way.
We will get full report cards on Friday at our transfer as far as how many there are and how good they look. This is when we will decide how many to transfer.
I also need to really trust my husband right now. Trust him with a 1.5 inch needle to my ass every night for the next few weeks. Last night he had a training session with my mother-in-law, she's a PA. It is handy living here I guess! Tonight, he's trying on his own!
Thanks for checking in!