Yesterday I went to our storage unit to find a pregnancy journal my friend had given me when we found out we were pregnant 2 years ago. This pregnancy was a shock because we got pregnant on our own. Unfortunately, it ended in an early miscarriage. For two weeks I knew I was pregnant, but I only filled out 4 questions in the pregnancy journal, in pencil. I think I was that scared something would happen, that I didn't want to start too much.
Now what should I do? Should I erase those 4 answers about how we found out and felt during that short miracle of a pregnancy? Should I leave them and write my new answers next to those memories? Should I just wait and try to remember everything later when things are farther along? Should I use pen or pencil this time?